hangin' out
with my friends and i'm thinking
wondering
if i left would anybody care
and i sit here
but am i really here at all
then i leave
like i was never ever there
i get so close
to someone and they don't even know
and i hear
all the things they've kept secret for so long
and i find ways
to help the others just like me
but then again
i guess i'm really alone
group of friends
number one gets pushed aside
someone else
has something better than he had
we become friends
but only for a little while
with a new toy
now he's number one again
no cares about me
but something they don't understand
if i was gone
they'd have no where to turn to when
the rest of the world has pushed them out
and they don't have any friends
and i see things
all thanks to the darkness of their hearts
things that bother others
and other things that bother them
like a silent angel of the peace i stay awake
and they notice me
for a moment i can shine
but i know
they mean it from the darkness of their hearts |